Class Outing ^^

So on 16th june our class had an outing to sentosa

actually i missed half of it i only went there at about 3...it started at 10.

So when i went there i kinda missed out on a lot

BUT i was late because i went to buy my schbag with dh. we went to orchard and walked around aimlessly for quite some time. also, my feet was hurting at that time (i dunno why it has never happened b4 and it was caused by my slippers) and his pace was obviously faster than mine. his 1 step = my 1 and 1/2 step.

so after some time we finally bought the bag and head to vivocity. he went with me cos i dont know how to go to sentosa by the monoraail. the first time i went there was by the cable car so he said he know the way so thats why. anyway, we kinda got lost in vivocity cos his sense of direction is totally hopeless ( found that out the hard way) and we finally reached the ticketing booth then i went to sentosa alone.

upon reaching sentosa i didnt know where the beach was so i ended up walking the longer route under the really really hot sun.

at the beach, another challenge was to spot my classmates.

omg there were tonnes oof ppl there and they are all around our age so ti was hard to differentiate. also dont know whybut in my opinion it was mainly skinny girls and topless guys haha....

the i walked and looked around like a lost child until mathew yelled my name. ah! finally!

then i joined yiseul and gang while they were busy taking photos...

so here are some of it...

the guys are playing soccer ( as always)

omg i look so retarded but dunno what yiseul was trying to do... hahas

xiao wan and her expression...lols

meila looks like shes in pain... poor meila

and i look so tall bwahahahaha!

i have no idea what i was loooking at but u can see sandy shesha in the background

this was on top of the vivo city

~lols~

nothing to say but just..they look like they're dancing

i seriously absolutely ADORE this picture!

and this one...

but not this one...

i wasnt so happy cos kdx was right in front of me.

same for this (why is stanley looking down?)

and the ppl in the background is soooo extra

trying to do a model/ dunno what face

wan and her bro

hahas dunno why but i suddenly feel like calling him stan-the-man in this pic ...lols

mathew was wearing my sunglasses

they look so united

like kids playing in a sandbox

love yiseul's expression- WoW!!!

this was when i just arrived and automatically joined in the photo session

photo session just before i came this was what they were doing...

kdx's face is really....~

xwan, jae hee, yiseul and meila

yiseuk and meilak!



i really enjoyed myself and i think all of them did too...

we played games and stuff...great bonding experience

so thats all for now! hope u enjoyed this post ... ttfn!

why am i here?

tiring week tiring life. however, it has been a satisfying life for me so far and im sure it will be that way in the future. just bought my fabulous court shoes today with wan and meila (thanks! i really enjoyed myself and i am still missing the puff!!!) ... gotta say im kinda loving it. hahaha.....this year will definitely be the most stressful year but ironically the most fun year of our schooling life. and im sure that many will agree to this too ahahah... just gotta say that almost 99.9% of the whole female and male student body hates a certain individual in our sch and im guessing that my some of my friends know who that person is.

almost everyday i get reminded that i cannot trust the people outside our asses group, including some that we considered as one of our own.this is a very hurtful reminder and it just goes to show how lucky i am to find these group of asses. isnt it funny? a certain group of people ( not my asses!) which i considered as my friends eventually end up to be those judgemental biatches whom i secretly hope not to meet again in the future. but those whom i thought were unfriendly and maybe arrogant turn out to be warm and funny. i guess ONlY time will tell and things will not always turn you the way you thought it would be. howeever, im leading a content life although it IS streeful at times but at the end of it,, you come to realize that it is all worth it. ;-)

another thing that i want to express... these days im kinda bothered by stuff like kubis and all... i really dont have the feeling that kubis likes carrot ( you know who i mean haha...) no matter how hard carrot tries to sometimes think that kubis fancies carrot. it seems kinda weird in a way, carrot have no idea why. based on carrots opinion, kubis is an overly playful vegetable who is just fooling around with carrot for some reason. unfortunately, because of many other OBSERVANT vegetables around the 4e1 farm, carrots' fellow veges are suspicious of something going on. still, what goes on inside kubis' head will always remain a mystery....

i guess thats it for now. too much to tell but too tired to type. hahas. take care people!

p.s. to all asses and myself included; study hard and study smart. after our endeavour, we play harder and play even smarter!

Happy birthday to me...!!! haha its actually one day later but it doesnt make much of a difference.......

today i had a bbq day and it was one of thse memories that i would never wanna forget and also one of those things that will make me smile when i think of it...feeling all warm and fuzzy now, my mood is absolutely fabulous and if time could stop right now, i wouldnt complian at all...

I LOVE MY FAMILY
I LOVE MY FRIENDS

IM THANKFUL
IM GRATEFUL AND
IM HAPPY

if only i could capture this moment and feeling and keep it somewhere so i could use it anytime when im down.

I'M REALLY THANKFUL FOR SUCH A WONDERFUL, FABULOUS, AWESOME,SPECTACULAR,MAJESTIC,HAPPY,FORFILLING DAY!

Life is sometimes unpredictable

Yay! yesterday went to ikea with wan, meila, n yiseul...it was really fun and we talked like it was nobodys business... all of us sadly, do not have a valentine on valentines day so we spent it with each other instead haha... again, we savoured their famous swedish meatballs and chicken wings and drank maybe 2 litres of drink.



all in all, the whole experience was really fun. i hope all of them enjoyed themselves as much as me... and somewhere in between our conversation, we cunningly plan to prank someone whose name that i will not mention... it is an evil plan and i dont know how x will react haha... anyway, i wanna stress that it will be very unpredictable... yiseul said that it should be fine but im not very sure because you cant really know how someone will react for sure...it is full of uncertainty...what if x was having a bad day and we prank x and x cannot take it? anyhow, we will keep our fingers crossed and hope for the best. haha...



and, since valentines day is over, i hope that there will not be anymore of 'i think kubis like you bla bla bla...' sort of thing. its not that i'm disappointed or anything like that its just that i honestly and seriously dont think that kubis likes me in that kind of way... its more of a friend kind of thing....

i dont know why i'm typing about kubis but i just feel the need to clarify(?) this 'rumour' or 'assumption' that my dear friends are telling me.

btw, about the person that i was talking about in my last post, i dont really like that person anymore... i mean i dont feel so much anymore...wonder why. like i said, only time will tell...maybe now i feel like its nothing then maybe next time i will like again...



how confusing...but i dont see why any person will like me that way...talk about low self esteem...lol...

AND...o levels is coming soon... i better work hard and stop slacking! same to all you asses!!! go 4e1!!!

kk will post nxt time (maybe?) and c yea later! ttfn!!!

Oh man! Oh man!!!

People!!! Happy Chinese Moo Year!!!
this year will be another year that nobody will ever forget...yay!!!

Okay...lets cut the long story short


this weekend i went back to malaysia to visit my relatives. it was the most tiring thing ever! on fri we left at 11.30pm n my mom brought tonnes of stuff to give my relatives so imagine us carrying gigantrous bags of stuff along the kastam. btw, we were taking the bus. if any of my convent friends are reading this, im so sorry that i didnt drop by or sent any greetings cos on sunday itself after our reunion dinner we had to leave to kuantan! omg and on mon night itself we travelled back to singapore... i havent had a good nights sleep for about 3 nights in a row. imagine, just 3 days and we travelled for more than 3 hours each time. im so tired!

neways, i didnt regret travelling that much. reuniting with my family was the right thing to do! i love you guys! and im missing my little cousins greatly...according to age, Ethan, Nicholas, Kaylynn and last but not least...little Lucas!!! im loving you guys every minute of the day... u all are so innocent but so naughty as well ahahha (except for lucas of course) he couldnt even crawl yet. but he always makes me wanna squeeze him like a stuffed bear. the first time i carried him i was sooooo happy. omg u woulnt believe how soft and cuddly and warm he was...omg... I MISS ALL OF YOU!!!

just before im writing this, i read all of ur blogs...reading what you all did for fun run i hope i was there too...its in putrajaya???wth...that must be loads of fun! its good to know that you guys are enjoying ur cny... visiting and stuff...school sounds fun...tuition sounds fun...everything sounds fun from you guys. hahaha... im missing all the fun! yeah, if ur reading this, pls dont misunderstand sook han. she doesnt mean it and i know that she really wants to be friends like last time... i miss u all too... you all have moved on so i guess i should too....its not possible to be as close as last time again... i really miss listening to the way u all speak...i dont get to hear that here haha... and i dont get to know the latest news from you all anymore. i dont know whats going on, this blog thing is the only way i get a glimpse of your lives... i thank you all for that! pls continue writing!


as for my friends here,,, thank you all for being my friends! go ASSes! we only have a year together and we should make it the most memorable okay! go 4E1! Go!!! and yes i have to admit that the guys in my class are like what meila said, 'idiotic something ... i dont remember... but they are not gentlemans and they are deff not man at all. screw you guys! but you will never know...maybe at the end they will magically change into dreamy guys...LOL!!! hahahahahaha.....only time will tell..


this year is o levels... we have to work hard! love you asses...! 4e1 will be the best class i the history of chestnut drive...we will be sooo famous that our pictures will be hung everywhere and they will even make a hall of fame specially for us...and they will talk about us to the juniors for years to come... ahahahah!!!

go wan, lamei, dabren and asa and all the other 4e1 homosaphiens...we will end this journey with success and tonnes of fabulosity! hahaha!

okay thats all for now... sorry for such a random post.... c yall next time!

oh and if you are reading my blogs, pls leave some kind of comment or something so i know who are exacly reading these blogs/rants/whatever thanks!

GOODNESS ME...

omg...next week will be a totally STRESSFUL week for me and everyone else....
i will be having exams on based on the previous year and remedial classes and meetings and having to become a chairperson hated by some china bastard who doesnt even deserve being mentioned by name here...and having to worry about my cca shit, just realized that i need a core cca....dunno if there are any exceptions...what the bloody hell...sorry for the bad language but im trully pissed to the core...and guess what??? im having period cramps right now!!! everymove i make seems to make it worse and need i to study and cant concentrate... the pain takes over my mind...(suffering in silence)

last week made me realize how two faced humans are able to be...mental note that i gotta be careful cos the world is full with these losers and life is not all fairytales...reality sucks most of the time...life will not always go the way you want it to be and you dont have 100% control over your destiny...sometimes you really need luck too.

also i dunno if i really want to be a councilor or not if chairperson is good enough as it is...oh man!!! cca cca cca!!! these three letters have really messed up peoples lives...especially for new students. mr robert lee why is it soooo hard to look for you to have a talk about these things??? where are you!!!

damn mock exams....i hate you...damn the sexist bastards at my class...damn them all!!! i have TONNES of things to do and im not even starting...yay for the lazy me... btw it also would help if im not having cramps now... why girls???

the clock is ticking and i MUST get my mess settled asap. gotta work extre extra EXTRA hard for all a1s... i know if i work hard enough i will get it....forget ccas! they can only bring you so far...
lamei, wan, asa, da bren and ALL of my dear friends!!! work hard together! go thru thick and thin! and celebrate our success together!!! muahahahahaha!!!

A whole year of uncertainty

Oh my God!!! its 2009...unbelievable!!!

now its my or rather our turn for o levels...shit. i dont even want to think about the stuff that i have to go through this year. mr shashi promised that it would be a fun year but i'll wait and see... anyway i cant run away from it...so i have to just face the facts... but it sucks!

haha i went to malaysia for the holidays which was a lot of fun...bought lots of stuff even got contacts now cos its cheaper there...but i got two really huge rings under my eyes.... have to sleep before 11 my aunt says but i just cant fall asleep and its hard with school coming and all but i'll try.

really miss my family there especially my two lovely cousins who usually makes me laugh. love ya nicholas and kaylynn!!! also ate lots of stuff but thankfully didnt gain weight haha.... also gonna miss my friends eventhough we wont be as close anymore but you all made my life before coming here memorable...couldnt ask for more...tks.

back to reality


my sis is gonna go sch my bro has AFTERNOON school which is both good and bad news. good news is i wont be seeing him that often thus my blood pressure will be as per normal. bad news is that i cant rely on him to do stuff in the hse anymore since we finish sch late in the afternoon smtms evening (not that he does very much) but at least we dont need to find the keys to open the door we just ring the doorbell and expect him to open the door for us...ahaha... but we cant do that now. i have absolutely no idea what to do during our mealtimes since my grandma is not here shes busy with my cousins. which means i have to use my soon to be extremely precious time to prepare food to feed 4 stomachs. oh man...will i be busy...

ugh. i go to school and saw some faces that i truly despise for some reasons and also saw some people that i really cherish a lot...haha u know who u are people!

anyway,,,its gonna be the toughest year ever and i have to man up to realities...and its gonna be ugly. im sure there will be lots of suffering and lots of fun as well but it will definitely be overwhelming...thats for sure.

lots more stuff that i wanna talk about but im lazy to type alrd...okay c ya'll readers next time which im not sure when! we'll see....

till then, bye!